okaay, so today we had the literacy test, HOLY BALLS EASY. i mean you can only fail if you're a complete idiot. -.-" after the test, skipped third and fourth and went to Samantha's. it was raining and gross, so it was blaah day. :T Ryan made me a Go Radio CD. they are quite fantastic (: thaaanks Ryan LOOL.
Anyways, I've been thinking a lot lately, and like, you know when you tell yourself you want to let go, and move on, but deep down you really know that you dont want to move on? yea that's how i feel :T. like blaaah since when were guys wonderful?
" since civics class." Blah. i honestly give up on love, like officially. because it never goes my way. Maybe i over think everything i don't know, but i thought things were getting better. And i HATE how everyone gets my hopes up, and not just everyone but even me. i KNOW ill regret it later, but its so nice to give into good thoughts rather then the negative ones.. but i think
MAYBE, were all just acting really stupid here, and
MAYBE everyone wants us together soo much that were all getting ahead of ourselves, and
MAYBE, were ignoring the fact that
HE JUST DOESN'T LIKE ME. i don't think I'm being negative, i'm being realistic.
mmonicaa says:
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тanyaa says:
whaat?
mmonicaa says:
nevurmoind. i just liked the thought of you guysh
тanyaa says:
so your agreeing with me then.
and i liked the thought of us too..