UGH. why are boys so confusing? why are boys lame? why can't boys just tell you whats on their mind? sometimes i think i have a chance and
then i don't. this sounds so redundant, but its true. he's so hot and cold.
but i want him no matter what.sometimes, i wonder,why i bother. it doesn't seem like it, but i do. i wonder why i waste my time on you. but then i remember everything
.every little thing, that you said or did for me.
and i melt. butterflies consume me. and yes that's corny. i realize. but i miss it , i miss you so much. its like, i didn't know how good you were, until i didn't have you anymore. sure you have your problems, everyone does. but genuinely you're a good guy. so that's why I've decided that tomorrow, I'm going to
tell you. and even though it is Friday the thirteenth I'm praying for luck. no more waiting, or hesitating or putting this off. last week i know i wasn't ready. but tomorrow i will be.