Well today i told one of my friends my "situation" and she seemed like suuper disappointed in me and it hurt. i mean,
i do know what I'm getting myself into, I've been here before, correction
we've been here before, but like, no matter what happens i always go back.
always. Despite everything we've been through, despite all the rough times, i always go back.
always.I don't know, I'm so lame sometimes, like even I'm mad at myself. but you can't help who you
fall for, can you?blaaahhh. this is like the boy who cried wolf, i swear
we've been here a thousand times and nothings ever happened.I think I'm overreacting in
thinking that there's something there, but I guess I'll just have to wait and see, right?